Not sure about my new job quite yet...

El Presidente is speaking right now.

I havent slept well consistently in a month. I still can't figure out why.

Cant get back on an exercise schedule til I have a steady schedule.

I really think if people realized they werent the main actor in the play of the world they might figure out to not drive slowly in the left lane.

I'm SO exhausted. I've never had a sleeping problem so this is a whole new tired for me.

All I want to do is clean the bathroom. But Target was out of sponges.

Imaginative people sometimes are missing other parts of their brains.

I think I just saw a tiger.

Isn't 20 too late to have growing pains? YES. Thats what you get when you kayak much further than your body allows. owww.

MAN I GET TIRED OF MY HAIR SOMETIMES!!!!!!

its so freaking flat. And for those of you that dont understand maybe you never will.

and it takes 35 minutes to blowdry.

and i dont even know how to work a curling iron.

my bangs are no longer bangs.

hating the current haircut and need a trim very soon

so there, hair.

Wow so I've had a pretty crazy week. Started back at school, which is going really well... I know lots of people in each of my classes and its SWEET! And Jill and Angie have the same lunch break as me which is even SWEETER! This school year I've finally been feeling like I'm really in college- having a "real" college experience- like one you see in the movies. I know college is what you make it- but its nice to have friends that care.

My friend Jeff from Maryland came down for a week visit. I was so glad to see him. I got to see him like three different times and showed him the Coconut Point mall and stuff. Then last night I wore his humongous Baltimore jersey and it came down to my knees. Haha. Then I took Andy and this guy I met last night Ryan to my roommates parent's pig roast. Then they came over and hung out at the house. I taught Andy how to hula hoop. haha!

I've got to say last night I was definetly challenged spiritually. And it was so refreshing. I'm not gonna lie, its been awhile since someone asked me a straight up blunt question about my spiritual walk, and my relationship with Jesus Christ. I'm learning right now that I have a huge part to do with my spiritual walk and how far it is coming along. If I'm not growing... it's probably because I'm not putting work into it. Last semester I did not grow nearly as much as I had the opportunity to. Most of the time in my life, specifically in college I have always had these huge issues to deal with that has forced me to deal with growth face to face. The past semester (asides from being laid off again) had been relatively tame- and I think I've just become lazy. I need to actually DO instead of just thinking about it.

On another note, I didnt fall asleep til 4;30 last night. And got up at nine.

~And what is it to give an issue up to God, fully up to God? What is it to lay one's relationship with another and trust that the Lord will put his hand in it where it needs to be and nothing else? What is it to stop asking questions, stop the worry, stop the tightness in your throat each time you think about it? What is it to stop controlling the situation, mentally or physically?

I would definetly say its unmotivating to write in xanga anymore. But myspace half the time doesn't even WORK so... hmpph.

Got a couple leads on some good jobs... got a couple interviews lined up and waiting on some more callbacks... we will see we will see. There are a couple I really want and some new ones I just found out about today. So lets just hope I wont get LAID OFF like I usually do. (thats said cheerfully)

Textbooks are so expensive! What the balls?

I was randomly in a professional bocce ball tournament and made it to the semis!

I start school tomorrow, and my books cost $500. Keep in mind I'm just taking four classes.

Still job hunting. Would reallly like the Bella Terra job, spa receptionist job, etc etc.

The Ohio/Florida game is craaazy right now.

I haven't slept well since before Christmas. For some reason I'm not falling asleep til 3am, and then when I do sleep its not deeply. Then I pop up early. It's awful. I've got grocery bags right now. Any suggestions?

Okay so xanga is officially lame.

I AM SO GLAD TO BE HOME! SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED!! I had a great time with my family. We went to Disney World! And Cocoa Beach, Melbourne, and then to Glenns property in Hobe Sound. Basically Glenns family owns a lot of land that is basically... woods. With a house on it too. So we went there and hunted some wild boar. Saw some deer and wild turkey. And seven baby boar piglets! I also jumped on a huge trampoline for HOURS. And was sore the whole next day!

I did not get as much friend time as I would have liked though I only got to see Courtney once! We did watch Empire Records though- my first time and dang that is a good movie.

New Years was pretty good too- I spent some time laughing at drunk people that were toasting at 11:54pm. =) oh so amusing. I would have loved to be in the Fort then... next year! I think I want to throw a New Years partay.

I am now on Job Hunt. Hate it hate it hate it but I hate not working and being broke. I really want to find a job that I like and one that won't lay me off.

I GOT STRAIGHT A'S THIS SEMESTER!

All I want for Christmas is YOU!

And some clothes...

and some new sunglasses...

I'm driving to Ft Lauderdale and procrastinating the packing.

I had the worst dream about Glenn cheating on me. I think its affected my mood!

I haven't read the Bible in way too long.