April 21, 2008
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So...new xanga world is scary and I'm kind of lazy. Therefore it makes me not want to post.
I do miss blogging though...even when only um 2 people read my blog. It's therapeutic for me anyways.
So...I confessed my tattoo to my parents last night! Well at least I have confessed it if they've checked their email.
My mom actually wasn't even mad. She said she wasn't thrilled...but I had good reasons to do it and that she kind of liked it. She also said there are a lot worse things kids can do than get a tattoo. My mom's a wise one. But I explained in my email that it wasn't a rash decision, in fact I waited a really long time to do. And seriously, it's really small anyways. Barely a tattoo. Maybe a half-tat.And if any of you are wondering what it is, it's a little Christian fish on my foot. And if you're wondering what my reasons were, heres a short synopsis.
After everything I've been through this semester, I kept listening to certain worship songs that talked about giving yourself to the Lord and trusting him to take you where you need to be. I put it on my foot because I am trying to walk in the Lord's way... without trying to control where that is. I wanted/needed a constant reminder of it, too.
If you want more info this website is cute too: http://www.eureka4you.com/fish/fishsymbol.htm
In other news...Glenn and I are still broken up. And I'm still grieving- which I know is normal...it's only been three months and we did date almost five years...but it still sucks. I try not to let it get me down too much of the time. At least I try not to play the blame game or the what if game or subject my friends to endless amounts of crying or depressing stories. I have made a few cynical comments about love recently that actually surprised me!
I might be becoming a bitter old woman?
Or maybe a nun.
Not.
In other news...I graduate on Sunday with my bachelor's degree! Whoohoo! Made it in four years and all by myself too. To toot my own horn slightly- I am graduating with honors and a double minor...and am proud to say that I supported myself and got myself through college with very little help from my parents. So I'm awesome. And now comes the scary part- finding "the job". More about that in future posts. Now I need to make sure I do something FUN for myself for graduating. Feel free to fund this.
Goodnight!
Comments (4)
thanks for letting me know first.
the xanga audience definitely isn't what it used to be. but i still like blogging when i can!
the tat sounds cool. and you're right...we are called to be the hands and feet of Christ. maybe a hand tat is next?
and you're right, the grieving process is important. and it may take a while. but sometimes it's okay to talk it out or cry or whatever.
but you can't be cynical yet!!!
and if you become a nun i will smack you.
and then finally congrats (again) on the graduation!
oh yeah. you need to add the minis or whatever. i want to give you one!
well, the minis are like...i dunno...little things you can add to your comment. look at mine, you should see some at the bottom.
and i think you can edit all that stuff, but you might have to make a theme or something. i'm not 100% on that one though. xanga has changed so much...
and yeah your eprops are bullets and your comments are shots. you're so emo
hey congratulations on graduating, thats exicting i wish i could be done with school already. thats a cool tattoo, i wanted to get one too but somewhere else probably on my side and a bit larger. anyway im james nice to meet you
oh love! so much has gone on since ive abandoned xanga. i love the tat-idea.....i think my dad will kill me though. i am sorry about the relationship thing.........i wish i had something to say about that but i dont. and for that i am sorry....i've never been good at that sort of thing.........
i am sure you are not becoming bitter. and certaintly not an old lady.
anyway....
congrats on graduating!!!!
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